I am sorry

I am sorry.

I will stop blogging. I had written nonsense. I wasted your time. I am a good for nothing fellow. I tried to force my views on you. My wife is not at all happy for all the references I made. My relatives are angry with me. I have created many unpleasant people who were very good friends otherwise. I offended many. I don’t have words to apologize. All I can say again is I am really sorry.

You must be wondering that my blog space is hacked by somebody. Yes it is true. Hacked by myself. These are the words I told to myself a month back when I wrote my 5^th or 6^th blog. That day I made a decision, come what may, I will write daily for next 50 days. Though I have not reached that target, I touched the number 40 yesterday.

I wanted to stop the daily dose yesterday itself, but thought 41 would be a good number as elders advise “+1” is auspicious.  I am very happy from the response from all of you, if I look at the page views in the stats I can see that number of readers is on the rise.

I could have posted this message in FB or Google+ itself. I started with small posts in FB. As suggested by some of you I started blogging like this. I realized that this would be better method than boring all people with my thoughts, let me bore only those who are interested.

I am not going to stop blogging at all. All I am saying is that I will stop the habit of forcing myself to write daily. In many days, sheer compulsion by me made me write. Obviously it was taking a toll on me and my blogs. I was not natural and true self in all occasions. Some came out well, some were bad. Now I will wait for a trigger to write something rather than forcing myself to pick up each and every thing on a daily basis.

Finally, yes I am sorry for not able to write daily. But I am not at all sorry for the fictitious reasons I mentioned at the beginning! I will continue blogging !!